Monday, May 19, 2014


Been to the theatre. Saw nothing.

Short and not so very sweet.
The surgery has been completed and I am feeling comfortable with family in Ifield.
Though one part of my inside is very sore.
I was at the hospital for 4 hours before going to theatre.
Too much thinking time.
I think I have to accept that I will be in for a long and maybe difficult journey. Surgeon seems to think so, MacMillan nurse too.
They all know that Bill is also a problem.
I miss him so badly. But I am glad he is not with me. The Bill I want has almost vanished.
What will I do?
Too tired now.
I hope my dearest one has a happy birthday tomorr